Well,
I’m going to have my final for physics at 4pm PLUS my make-up test for Physics both at the same time.Can u believe it??I just had my exam 3 for Calc, n im going to take the final on Monday. I still have time for it,IF (big word since it’s crucial) if i didnt procrastinate or my body just have its own will to relax n against what the world has told me tooo!!!!
So, im freaking out about the exam…my hand starts to sweat when i put the phrase freaking out since i just realized that INDEED, I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!wahhhhhhhhhhh 
Really,i dun study yet,its 11 chpters plus 3more hworks due tomorrow at 12pm (im not procrastinate, c..i just dont have a clue on how to do it).so rase nk pengsan nihhhh (mati is such a DRAG word)…wahhhhhhhhhhh,
So, after hesitating alot, i guess what i should do first is by trying to do my "THINGS TO DO LIST" in my blog (i scrambled it on papers,journals,whatever that i can find but i tent to not doing it,STUPID ME!!) so that im putting my owen battle to do all of it. ‘pls God i really nedd to get an A for both subjects plsssss..but God wont answer it if i ddint put all my efforts to it. Bertwakal selepas berusaha n not vice versa.
Here it goes:
1. MASAK.
2. STUDY CH3–>6 IN 1HR.
3. REVIEW CHAPTER PROBLEMS N READING QUIZ FROM CH1–>6.
4. MUST FINISH IT DARL AT 11:30 PM, NO MATTER WHAT.
5. CALL MAMA N AYAH.
6. 12AM, START STUDYING FOR CH7-10.
7. REVIEW CHAPTER PROBS N READING QUIZ.
8. MUST FINISH IT AT 2AM. NO FLEXIBILITY OPTION YAYA!!!
9. REST 4 30MINS.
10.2:35AM,STUDY FOR CH11,REVIEW CH PROBS N QUIZ
11.MUST FINISH AT 3:35AM.
12.START FINISHING THE HWORK FOR CH11,11 N 12 PHYSICS
13.SLEEP AT 4-ISH AM.
yes,darl…so this is my declaration of war.it’s already 8:45pm,so gtg.
n yess,wish me luck 
Bismillah…
The title means TENSIONNYE SAYA!!!
i hate physics…
seriously,i do.
Give me the whole book of Chem n Bio,i can still do it.the calculations etc.,the boredom of memorizing every lines etc.,but not physics!!!
im doing cal 2 n physics 1 now(yeah,people will laugh at me,but i didnt take it in rutgers guys so that’s y……)
furthermore, i know that they provide both classes during Summer.
Sigh…
i don know.
i hate it!
now,cal 2 seems much2 understandable than physics.
perhaps im really not a physics person (well,cancel the "perhaps" n replace it with "Yes")
but life goes on,
at least for another 2-ish weeks.
then,physics 2..
but i can still try it.
chaiyok2
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
"Ya Allah, permudahknlah segala urusanku Ya Allah..Minta2lah agar setiap pelajaran yang aku terima pada hari ini, esok, semlm, pada yg lepas, dan pada hari yg akn dtg akan masuk didlm otakku dgn cemerlang,supaya aku mendpt keputusan yg cemerlang…"
Selawat Al- Fatih.
Amin.
June 20,07.
1:19am
Like a Star
Corrine Bailey Rae
*1*
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
U hav appeared to my life,
Feel like I’ll never b the same,
Just like a song in my Heart,
Just like oil in my hands,
Oh.. I do luv U.
*2*
Still I wonder y it is,
I don argue like this,
W/ any1 but U,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind.
U’ve got this look I can’t describe,
U make me feel like I’m alive,
When everythin else is a fade,
W/out a Doubt ur on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can’t find the word to write this song,
Oh,…
Ur Luv.
*2*
Yeah…
I hav come to understand the way it is,
it’s not a secret anymore,
Coz we’ve been thruogh that b4,
From tonite I know,
I’ve been confused n in the dark,
Now I understand,
Yeah2…
*1*
Well, the song is equally important to me..Most of this particular song can be reflected,and it is a symbol- a token of appreciation,a token of love,and infinitely as a frenship….
Chaiyok2!!!!!!!!
".I thank U."
P/s: Enjoy the song
I have exam for 6 chapters in less than 15ish hrs…
I still didnt study for any chpters…
my head is throbbing with pain due tho the sickness for 3 days….
N i was seriously annoyed of y am i having exams every week.
Yet,i am and was still weee weeee
Coz Nizam said that he is coming back on June 15th,07. which is 3days earlier..
Enough to make all the nothingness grows into fullness.
i like i like…
So, come on study…
Chaiyok2!!!!
1:18am, hopefully i can finish all..
alahai takut pulak saye,n my head..
….Bismillah….
