my class will start tomorrow, but i still need to do lofta things.here’s the list:

1. removing more stuffs into my new room with a heavenly roomate (yes,plss GOD not two but only my Nisa).
2. unpacking all the stuffs (sigh. this will take a lot of my time)
3. tidy up the lil space that i have had.
4. need to make a schedule starting from 8am n ends with….till my eyes can close. i really need to b more disciplined n slimmer wahhhhhhhhhhhh… this is really a tough task but i wanna do it!!chaiyok2.. (will elaborate the details later..hahah :))
5. cooking…alahai this part to be honest i don think im gonna do it, kemas the masak2 punye stuff plus it can b tidesomeeee to cook after i do all the stuffs above. but to please nizam..hurm……………….. ") i guesss..don know.

it’s almost 6pm now hahahaha bole ke wat semua nih,im going to blog after i did all of the above n lets just wish how many painstakingly hours should i need. starting from 7-ish pm…

My tic:

- im  a choc addict!every evening(yes,i went there burning up my face) when i went to c nizam playing soccer i would always create excuses to go  buy chocs at Kings. u c,its not like other chocs that we usually had in US: the chocs like Lindt n Ritter Sports (both from Germany i think, i dun think i remember the name correctly) r GOOD n tastes like the chocs in MALAYSIA!!! seriously i really dun like they way they blend MILK w/ CHOC)

-i crave marshmallows!!!! but i really couldnt eat it since they practically have GELATINS (to people who didnt know about it.. Gelatins r usually made by PIG’s skins, fats or even cuttle’s skins…)!! Be warned people; make sure that the marshmallows is HALAL!!! when i went back to mesia,i encounter this particular store at GIANT besar (sec 13 i think) in s.alam n they have all various kinds of marshmallows. U can imagine the waves of butterflies in my stomach to eat them;ravenously…thus,tempting as i was,n still am now, i asked the seller whether its halal or not, n he neglected my question.of course,people who know me knew that i have a particular mouth to "stand at my ways"…n after coaxing the seller to give me his explanation, he told me he didnt know anything about it. Eww, n he was even a Malay,n  as mad as i was (yeesss people i told him to pack his things,that he shouldnt sell things that he wasnt even aware or painstakingly didnt want to be aware the contents of it)to sell it to innocent people. i mean he can still sell it to non muslim people n will get the money in good ways,but i guess greedy n ignorant people are juz.. greedy n ignorant. plsss people..as much as we all recognize how bad-sided US govrnments are, with the law reinforced that the products within US must be verified.but in malaysia selalu je labels xclear,tah ape tah yg die tulis: "mengandungi pengawet yg dibenarkan…" bongok gile..cmtu apenye yg kite bole aware.Seriusly deceiving people… argh,if JAKIM people read this then please be aware!!!so be aware!!!u can log in to JAKIM’s website to find out what other things that doesnt have the approval from JAKIM.

*i also remember skittles,i dun think they sell it anymore but i used to eat it when i was small..but now they didnt sell it anymore due to Gelatins that they put.again,the didnt clarify any of the ingredients in mesia, but when i came here they clarify it. i remember telling this particular friend when we were in Newark airport when she bought it. n she insisted that she (n also other people can eat it as long as they didnt check the contents of it..)im thoroughly disappointed with her not because she ignored my advices(i was practically besides her she ignored me)..but the fact that she was just as ignorant as the SELLER to eat anything. n after that she even swallowed for it n bile dh kenyang brulah nk tgk pada contents apelaaah kn. so to other people jadiknlah ni sebgai iktibar:it wont harm u to look at the contents juz to make sure,i mean xdpt nk mkn bnda tu still dpt mkn benda lain..*

-im too LAZY to do any exercises. yes,i rather wasting my time watching nizam playing soccer for more than 3 hrs…ironic isnt it??when u really want to be slim but just hoping for it to happen miraculously.haahah. yes,it embarrassed me but hopefully after the trip i would be more productive with my body. *to other people if think im fat at certain places i do so pls dont bug me i mean its my body n im particularly aware in which part im FAT. so plslah xyah nk bising its not like im whining to u..i have few people like izudin,nizam,nisa,daju to bising2 shoooeddddd away from me. i mean,i hear everything that u want to tell so pls be polite n let me do anything that i want or whine (i mean it bcoz i know im lazy)..sooner or later all the other fats will become visible to other places n particularly didnt want to be like U (sory i tend to be a MEANIE (bitch particularly didnt have a meaning in my dictionary..) so juz be a friend as i am to u!

My tac:

- im trying to cut off my addiction with chocs,so im beginning to eat more fruits that are available. also,i really didnt consume water as it should b.i will only drink if after i eat,so if i only eat twice a day i will also drink barely 2 cups a day..so i eat alot of fruit that retains water like honeydew,watermelons,plums, kiwis..n if i want more sweeter fruit to replenish my choc addition i’ll slice mangoes, strawberries, grapes, bananas n finally toppled it off with blueberry yogurt (yummy isnt it). to b honest, people who r close to me enuf will know how much i love FOOD (didnt i tell u that im also a FOOD ADDICT)n i will always eat all the fruits away.haha….

-i really don wanna  go to kings that much (iye ke,nizam cube jwbkn)n while im watchin’ him or if we went somewhere i’ll buy a bottled water to be rehydrate.n to me its a huge step to retain my water,im not a cactus!!!

-as for marshmallows, im now trying to focus my ravenous appetite for the slimy-many flavors-sweet n sour thingy-without Gelatins-in anywhere that i can find.people in mesia,u r blessed since they usually sell it..ade warna hijau, merah, ungu, coklat, macam2lahhh.n it always makes u wink uncontrollably since it’s sour(well sour comes first when u eat it) n  sweet afterwards. here its a bit expesive but when i have the addiciton i juz zooming out to the particular store close to nizams place,paste a sweet smile to both him n the storekeeper,get some discounts n be smiley for the whole 15mins!!!!