Just a woot for me ^=^

12:52 am,

yesterday i slept at 2:30 ish am..n couldnt go to blog.too exhausted.
yet today as i had predicted earlier im effing exhausted from head to toes..esp. from head.
im done with all my reports at 5:45 pm, n there was a struggle in printing out 3 final reports. 9 excel data sheets n tones of pages.but i managed to come at 6:06 pm. I was scared that the TA couldnt accept it. u know that they r punctual (all Profs here do).my lab ends at 6pm (yurp,4hrs girls..)n i was scared thhat they wont accept it. Breathless with acid lactic build up. i raced to fourth floor n saw tim went to raman lab..n i just shove him all my 3 reports with a lab notebook to his hand..said nothing but gasping for air. he was startled,n he accepted it.
only a woot n nt woot woot was due to the reason that i couldnt complete my unit 3 report as expected from the TA n as i wished it would be. lets see, i bold all figures,outline my graph with subs..super..(ok,it might seem pointless to point them here, but all these details can cost me 2points for each error that i made).yurp, they were pain in the ass, but i didnt think that unit 3 will take me the longest time to do it. here, it was all my fault. i should check it first..(in my defense,they were other reports.n my weakness is that i cannot start sth if i didnt finish with the current work that im doing)…so making my life short.i didnt check them.so, there was supposed a one page report for how FT-IR was used for forensic investigations,n that’s the part that im missing. i dont have time to do it. they were 4 experimentsin unit 3 alone,and they were PAIN IN THE ASS. now, anyone who didnt believe me just ym me:cysplumm3@yahoo.com n i’ll send u the lab manual so u will actually see what they require from us. I’m not yet 20, n they gave me all these stuffs that make me feel 43yrs old!!!
pretty much, im not satisfied with the way i handed in my unit 3 report.im sure they’ll cut me at least 5points solely for the one page report n then all the agonizing details in my report.even typos will be deducted 2points. that’s how crazy they were.
but mostly, im thankful that i was able to "finish it". my friend michelle n hope were so surprised because i just started doing it precisely at 11:am today (n finished at 5:15pm) when it took them 4solid days to do it. well, thanks to them i have their excels as references. otherwise,the excels would cause me one full day to do it. i mean,24 hrs just for that!!!

as usual, im posting things that i have to do by thursday.on friday i post another list, but this time it was not about homework but other stuff haha..

Here it goes:
-Hwork 9 cal 3- tonight
-3 pages research paper plus anthr for intro  physiology (tom. nite)
-preparing slides for physiology (i was unable to do it neither yesterday nor tonight.i need to do it on wednesday nite or thursday morn.)
-meeting with IA’s prof at 1:15pm (tomorrow)
-Physics makeup lab at 2-5pm (tomorrow)
-notes for IA class 12:15-1pm
-this is bad, i hope i can finish my work early to study for IA exam 3 on friday at 9am..argh..she even put material from exam 2 n exam 3 in it…GOD)

c ya on friday.
p/s: i prolly edit this particular post to cancel things that ive done instead of repoeating the same things over2 again)

x0×0,
1:15am

IM TRYING!!!

it’s 2:37 pm,

     I just send my unit 1 final report to the TAs. Apparently they were too busy to have a chit chat with me. We r supposed to have 1 hour talk for preparing our presentation (Mine is on next Tuesday, so I’ll have some time this weekend to do it) with an expert, Gerald Wasserman. So I figure to go see him tomorrow at 3pm. Nways, I feel more confident in sending my report.Eventhough it took me more than 2 days to do one report but I’m happy with the results. Lets just hope that the TAs are in a good mood *Gazing towards the sky…Pls God pls I’ll be a good gurl..*

    This weekend was bad for not studying,again im procrastinating lots of works. nut for other sides I guess it went out as I’d expected it to be. I spent more time leisuring around, do nothing in front of the TV and watch marathons from ANTM to Project Runway, Top Chef etc… I’m too worried about my work that I couldnt do anything. But now i’m back.  Pay back time to my work hahah.

    So, more works to come, and other things to do. So, im going to list here the stuffs that I hope I’ll finish it today. Trust me, I dont think I’m going to have enough sleep for today and tomorrow. But by Thursday at least I have a day in preparing for my IA exam 3 on Friday. So, here it goes:

Nov. 26,2007
1. Shower (hehehe, as usual, this is a habit since I was small.saye mlas mndi awal)
2. 3:30- 6pm –>Ia final report unit 5 plus 3 excel reports for unit 5.
3. 3:30pm- 8pm –> find stuffs for Advanced Physiology’s presentation on THURSDAY
4. 8-9:30pm–> Rest, cook.
5. 10-2am–> Ia unit 3: intro, experimental details, graphs(this is painful, the graphs n excels usually will take me at least a day to do it. they r lots of them n need to be in DETAILS.

    Actually, they were lots of stuffs that i need to do.but i dont want to list down everything since i really dont want to get my hopes up in dealing with them. i really hope that by 2:15 am..i can look up at my blog n say "woot woot because i did all of them." Hehe,

See ya at 2:15 am

2:53pm

Hati itu penat…

12:29pm

Life sucks now…
But today I have the whole day to figure out the reason.
And get out of it somehow.

I have the whole 5 days to complete all these works. in short, i hate my current life now. Partly bcoz of the abundant works, but mostly bcoz of how my mind has been dysfunction -ed lately. I juz dont want to do it. The whole body is aching, and my heart is tiring of it.

Hwork-to-do-list:

Ia final report unit 1- DONE!!!
Ia final report unit 5- PARTIALLY DONE!!!
Ia final report unit 3
10minutes presentation for Ia’s unit 2
10minutes presentation for Advanced Physiology’s kidney (n why the heck should i talk first?i hate going first!!i really want to kill my group mates now (who always send me innocent smiles n pat my head); ooh mend it a lil bit..after thanksgiving i shall give them a thing or two (*wicked smile*))
20 pages thesis paper about kidney; histology,4 types of kidney stones, gall stones, current research paper about kidney diseases, current developments to cure them.
Ia’s notes for 12,14,16, 26
Hwork 9 cal-DEC 1/2
Hwork 10 cal-DUE WED NOV 28; will do it tomorrow
Conference notes from Physiology class- DONE!!!

I’m not kidding. See there how many things to do. there’s more to there like those exams starting from Nov. 30, Dec 3, Dec 5, Dec 8 n Dec 19 exams n finals!!!!it’s like my whole life is centered around hwork n  exams. life goes on,but right now im stuck in this flat square life. that’s y i hate Ia class beyond doubt!!there’s too many hwork to do for one effing LAB!!!ingt xmkn,xmsk, xketawa n xtido ke????

Pray for me, Im falling with no hands and legs to support me. I just cant continue being in this cycle of my life. I just want to be a good student, get a good grade,n be a good girl. i want it so bad..but my hand freezes whenever i want to type the report or take the textbook. my mind …… like this whenever i want to do some mind boggling about deadlines n stuff.

So i decided to take the first step in letting out my tension with this blog, n letting people know that i need to do them,all of them. why??? bcoz i want to finish it, n i want to finish it together with u. please help me.

Life sucks now…
But today I have the whole day to figure out the reason.
And get out of it somehow.

12:49pm