flying with wings.

4:43 pm,

    as after this post, im going to go somewhere around here.. prolly eating COLD STONE ice cream, buying some detergent n yadda2.. dragging nizam perhaps to SATAY to eat (saya sngt mlas nk masak) n then borrowed more romance books, or anything as long as the genre has a twist of romance in it. please note that i spent my time reading them hehehe even though i should read textbooks for exams. sigh, y cant they have extra credits for peeps who love to read other than textbooks???

    afterwards, i need to do paperwork for MECUSA (sorry taufiq im too lazy), but im going to get it done tonite!!! perhaps while watching LAKERS’ game.. nizam n i spent most of the times watchin’ KOBE BRYANT on youtube for the past few days.Trust me, you’re going to love him. he’s just………..INCREDIBLE…. n…. DIFFERENT!! yup,that two words would be the best to describe how i feel towards him. hehehe, just like my SAYANG lah kan PLAYING SOCCER! i didnt praise him for nothing ya know. try to see him played before judging my words.

nways,im going to hit my laptop some other time tonite.rite now i wanna eat!!!

mwahs…

p/s: i should say that some of the posts are not colored. it means that i just write them compulsively. i didnt check any jumbled words (i tend to do that a lot!!try to ask people who chat with me on YM) hehehe. so if its colored it means that i have edited it… try to bear it with me kay!

4:54pm.

wippee wippoo…

3:54 pm,

trying to be truth with my words while hearing the buzzer from the ship deck.heck CPA got the bestest view to manhattan n the pier..well at least from my apt.other than that,CPA sucks!!

enough said, yesterday we booked car for 2 hrs n then go merry round to buy halal fried chicken in jersey city,then went summore to CVS,then err,sumwhere back to summit ave,n thereby closed to the chicken’s place but using a different route!!!i know i spoke blah blah but thats exactly what we did. hahah,kami sngt boring ok!

n chiem said,
"aku bole je gi Boston!"

so im prolly asking nizam to do all the detailed trip.hehehe,mintak2 ah ann kate bole kn chiem kn. (ann yaya ade gmbar baru chiem nih!!!as a bait..)

b4 that nizam n i watched "I am Legend" but not in cinema.(we just spent $11.75 for the ticket price the day b4 yesterday watching national treasure 2,n i almost lost my purse there if it wasnt the nice cashier gurl giving it to the manager.boy im thankful to themm…… ; they were awesome!!!)haha,the will smith’s movie was also good,but laked of fighting scenes than the other one i guess,n would be more suspense n horror if nizam didnt pause it more than 4times b4 the horror scenes began!!haha poor u but i love u anyway.

n then i hit back to my place,watchin’ the italian job from chiem’s server n fell back to sleep after nizam called me around 7-ish am.im so gonna miss u like really (infinity) when ur not here

ok xmau start nangis nih.

i need to hit my shower (tanak bole ke)..
later.
^=^
4:02pm

welcoming the new year

4:54 pm

talking to someone on the phone..n we decided to make a resolution together this upcoming yr!!!!

1) jadi lebey rajin
2) nak tulis sedikit je dlm blog, but continuously
3) nk jadi lebey kurus dekt tempat sepatutnye seperti..alah korg pun tau
4) nak jadi lebey comeyl
5) nk lebey appreciate org yg yaya sayang
6) nak jadi org yg istiqamah utk benda yg lebey baik.
7) so,pling important sekali kami berdua kena ingtkn sesama kami.

…teng teng teng…

p/s: to stalker: i might know u,but i dont care about u!so pls, i never
talked bout u at all in my life,unless u did sth TO ME that pissed me
off.if u did something involving other people,i dont give a darn about
it. thank u!

Say Hello to 2008

5:04pm

NO MORE HOMEWORKS ^~^

7:31 pm
yippe yieooooo….
as for today, i’m not going to have anymore hwork…but only finals to concentrate. hah finally more time to study n  b able to concentrate rather that multiple mind workings to do!!

i dun care..u have no idea how i wish not to make any excuses for bad results in exams..n accepting the fact that it was entirely my fault.

as cheerful as i might sound, both of my exams for instrumental analysis n calc didnt go smoothly. well, i realy did not think that things went well. but if i couldnt do the exam just because i couldnt finish studying BLEW me out!!!! i realy did bad job for both tests. for IA esp, i couldnt even spend some time to study..as i have elaborated in details in my previous blogs, they were just too many things to do. so, more than half of the exam 3 materials weren’t studied bcoz i couldnt finish it n therefore no ideas whatsoever in the exam.

i think i’ll probably get 60 tops..it was bad..n up till now,it still haunted me.after the exam n up till this time, i wish i could rewind the time n be able to dissect my time so i could spare more time with studying.but now i realized that i couldnt. thus, as much as i want to do better,i must admit that there’s a LIMIT to it and i just..need to move on with life.

with calc though, im really DISAPPOINTED IN ME. i spent both fri n sat to recoup my composure..be more relaxing rather than lashing out to other people (which i did..SORRY MUM N DAD; n THANK U FOR UR PATIENCE)..so i thought that sunday is pay back time.

but i woke up real late, n then mood to study wasnt just there. n by evening i panicked.my notes were not with me;review sheet..everything. so i came to hakim’s place,n went to study.then i did the paperwork which was initially typed by mr hazim ausamah darwish (bgi u mencapub in my blog).n then im so hungry so i cooked. n then i went to sleep. the lack of doing exercise built up my anxiety..n later resulted in -shoot-i-know-how-to-do-this-question-BUT-i-dont-know-where-to-start!!

All in all,i really didnt do well to all exams n my PRESENTATION FOR IA which was held today. N TO BE HONEST,i dont care about the effect of the presentation to me. EVEN IF I GOT A C IN IA, as devastated n regretful as im going to be..well if not now then in the future..im just too happy to finish all the painstaking homeworks. n THANK GOD IM GOING TO TAKE IA 2 (yes, they have continuation.what a #$%%^&*) next spring. well, actually freneil my IA’s TA advised us that we should take it this spring rather than during senior yr. Yes, senior yr is important da da da but what can i do if it conflicts with my schedule?

furthermore, im going to take inorganic chem tsk tsk which would be the hardest course PERIOD. fyi, this course is not COMPULSORY but taking n get good grade for this course will enable me to get AMERICAN CHEMICAL SOCIETY ASSOCIATION CERTIFICATION.its a big thingy i tell u. plus, not all my friends r taking it (indeed, there was no one from my batch whos taking it next yr..they might take it during senior yr :() n so do my seniors becoz it has 5freaking hours lab with 3 hours class. but i want to try it..i really do.let’s just hope that im not going to drop the class or so other classes. *crossing my finger*

well, im sort of getting a lil bit out of way now..but back to business…im going to try my hardest for my final.even if i couldnt do well in the finals..at least i can still be proud with my own self. now,i feel filthy n dirty inside.

FINALS’ DATES:
1) DEC 10: IA
2) DEC 13: PHYSIOLOGY
3) DEC 19: CALC

im hungry.for the past 2 weeks n a half i’ve been eating rather once a day..n it was usually at nite n LATE..so my feet has always been cold n my stomach rumbled.poor nizam coz  he lost weight.n i lost weight too but probably due to dehydration n stuff. n eating late gave me more flabby arms n stomach (ARGH why they cannot stay away from my body!!)

till then..
right now this gurl’s got to rest for today n pound the rest of her never end works (just like u guys) tomorrow!!
wish me luck,
so far i could think better than studying without no interference from HWORK. boy am i that happy???
YES,I AM!!!!!

x0×0,
8:12pm.
while watching "a shot at love with tila tequila" episode