the laptop is calling me…

10:06 pm,
while cooking n planning to do nasi goreng.

oklah i plan to do just a short post. but i’ll always end up with longgg post. people have complained about it, but truth to tell, i’m a quick reader. i spent just 2 hrs to read 450 pages of a novel each week. so the long post didn’t affect me that much. sory guys u just have to bear it with me.

lagi satu, i’ve been contemplating to move my blog to somewhere other than friendster. truth to tell, i’ve been hesitating because i know im not an avid blogger. but i can make the post more creative elsewhere kn,make it beauutiful hehe.but nntilah my fellow readers, now im concentrating with my finals..so after im done with it, bru bole pk btul2 kn.

what else, i had my macro final last Monday at 9 am… n im going to tell u about a glimpse of my life. i always procrastinate…esp after i’ve become addicted to dr. mario online (hehe try to type it on google.. i made it up till level 24…bngga2) n also manga. so, now i used my laptop because of this kn. online semua jrg gile beb. n after the final test i didnt sleep but i didnt study either. my mind is always like that, pulling a night out n goes limp afterwards. the days before every test.. i can go to sleep like at 12 am n wakes up at 11 am,so ithink they know i need huge sleep before the night or the day before the test.i guess the mind knows that i could not sleep the night before final because i know that i didnt finish study yet n all the equations are haunting me. i applaud my mind after all haha..

but, when im desperate i guess my adrenaline would work more. for example, the night before i had the macro test, i slept for 2 hrs, i still played dr. mario online but i guess because of that, whenever i finished a level i would concentrate earnestly to my studies. n it became like that.. i dont know what to say except thank u God for giving me a desperate mind. im not proud of it, but i also dont know lah kn…my mind works like that. hurm maybe after nizam gone i would start doing my homework ahead of time and/or getting busy to study so that i wont miss him sorely afterwards. see, good things always happen in bad omen kn (trying to pujuk my own heart yg dh start sedey ni)

oklah, i have my final test for inorganic chem at 6pm.. n as usual i didnt study at all. but the bad news is that all the notes are in the laptops (because in this class we all need to do presentation) so im afraid that i cannot get away from my temptation of either playing dr. mario online or watching manga kn. oh god bnyk gile tahu reactions kna tau (i calculated that it was more than 250 n u r expected to derive each one of them n explain what was the reactions all about) ok now im getting desperate. so hopefully this desperation would continue till 6pm tomorrow. so hopefully i would only play one dr. mario for one group in periodic table. that’s a reward aite…. hahha hopefully pls God pls.

i have 2 finals next monday: thermo (morn) and biochem 1 in the evening. i would ponder about them later after inorganic chem final.

oklah, i need to finish cooking kn it’s getting late already thats why lah perut buncit sigh…..

p/s: yup, when im getting desperate i would always cook or blog because i need to calm my heart..if x, rase bersalah je memnjng.

pp/s: i noticed in my previous post that i had few grammar mistakes, n im sure i had few in here as well but later lah kn. n plus, im really not that good in english either. the things i wrote were always compulsive n they were my feelings at that time…so forgive me.

=)

10:25pm