Protected: I’ll be waiting..

a late review for Malaysian Night in SIT

this is a video for an opening performance that we made for our Malaysian Night. thanks nisa for posting it up!!

Tari tualang Tiga on Youtube

love u!!!!

yeah i made mistakes during the dance…hahah nervous2

n sorry for everyone involved when im being too garang n kejam for u guys heh!

n here’s the link from miem’ s blog so that u can find more details about the event: http://countessmiem.blogspot.com/

as well as nisa’s: http://www.kaklong.net/

whatever it is,cayalah semua!!

hugs hugs =)

For you..

Run original song by Snow Patrol; sung by both Britney Spears and Leona Lewis

be just you.

you’ll be fine.

have faith…

Important DATES near the end of Fall 2008

Assignments Due:

By Dec 1, 2008.

1. Assignment 12 Mastering Physics

By Dec 2, 2008.

1. Genetics class homework- Population Genetics

By Dec 5, 2008.

1. Experiment 3 (Chem Dy lab): Temperature- Composition Diagram of Acetone and Chloroform at Constant Pressure

2. Experiment 7 (Chem Dy lab): Sublimation Pressure of Argon

3. Virtually-made Experiment 9 (Chem Dy lab): Numerical Integration of Kinetic Equations for Michaelis- Menten Mechanism

4. Genetics Lab handbook- comprising 25% of the grade

5. Biochem 2 termpaper (33.3% of the final grade)- Signal Transduction in Electrically Stimulated Bone Cells

By Dec. 12 2008

1. Advanced Gen termpaper (10% of the final grade)- One of the classical papers eg. Watson n Crick’s or Barbara Mc. Clintock’s paper. Can also use Gunter Blobel’s Gene Gating Hypothesis

Quiz, Exam, Finals:

Dec 2, 2008

1. Genetics Lab Final Exam @ 2 pm- Comprising 30% of lab grade (25% of the Final grade)

2. Advanced gen’s Final Exam @ 6:30 pm-Comprising 40% of the final grade

Dec. 5, 2008

1. Exam #3 Chemical Dynamics @ 8 am- Comprising 16.67% of the final grade

2. Quiz #7 Physics @ 1 pm- Comprising 10 points out of the accumulated 300 points for the final Grade

Dec. 8, 2008

1. Biochem 2 Final Exam @ 6 pm- Comprising 33.3% of the final grade

Dec. 12, 2008

1. Genetics Final Exam @ 8 am- Comprising 20% of the final grade

Dec. 16, 2008

1. Physics 2 Final Exam @ 8 am- Comprising 100 points out of the accumulated 300 points for the final grade

Dec. 19, 2008

1. Chemical Dynamics Final Exam @ 1 pm- Comprising 25% out of the final grade

Thus, even though there will be thanksgiving holiday starting tomorrow till this weekend, I won’t be celebrating.

I’m actually heading for a shower after this and start working and FINISHING on both lab report #3 and #7 chem dy. At this rate, if i don’t do it i won’t be able to hand in my assignments. as you can see, i cannot delay them even one bit as i have finals throwing to my face. i don’t know how my brain, my mind and my body is going to survive starting tonight until dec. 19..no, seriously.I only have both tonight and tomorrow to finish all the assignments which i haven’t started yet; the other remaining days will have to be used to study for my finals starting on dec. 2…

don’t give up now,not now,because u know u will be regretting it for the rest of ur life. do ur best nur hidayah jamar.

bismillah,

when u feel like losing love and faith, u only have you to keep on moving forward.

sejak bile..bukan ke..

Sejak bile…

1. pandai ringankn solat?

2. terlalu teruk utk xpergi kelas?

3. kurang bace Quran?

4. terlalu fikirkan bnyk benda?

5. nafsu mkn terlalu kuat?

6. terlalu pandai xbuat hwork smpai bertimbun?

Bukan ke…

1. Solat itu adalah suatu kewajiban, kerana aku adalah hamba Allah?

2. Kelas itu dahlah kecik je bilangan studentnya, dgn xpergi amik kuiznya, hworknya, attendance lagi, camna Profs. nk tolong time bgi final grade nti??

3. Tidak membaca Quran selama 3 hari dah mendapat bintik hitam di hati?

4. Ada masa banyak utk fikirkan benda tapi semua pun buat diri bertambah pening, bukan ke dgn mengingati Allah hati itu jadi tenang?

5. Depression? exhaustion? building up more fats n getting flabbier just because your stomach is begging for food? or is it just another way to remind yourself that you’re just pitiful?

6. Come on lah, u still have 4 more chem dynamics lab reports to do, u never update ur genetics lab book, u have 2 termpapers for advanced gen and biochem 2.. And they are all DUE by dec. 5..

So, what did i do exactly in 24/7 ??

Woman wake up! ur 22 years old and in senior yr and that’s not for nothing.

THE WORLD KEEPS ON REVOLVING, YOU’RE POWERLESS TO HAVE WHAT U WANT.

Starting with number 1 and just go down the group.

Bismillah..

*Utk mengingatkan diri sendiri yg tidak jemu2 menjadi lalai..*

Decisions decisions decision.

Please don’t sway,

Please be affirmed,

Not just in mind, but as a whole..

…should be attuned while making decisions…

Because Decisions will come down to one.. DECISION.

Don’t mess with HEART..someone else’s, my own..

Please God please,

5 cm/s

3:50 pm

if i could,

i would still be hoping to find you here.

but as the song and the plot both emphasized..

things that were in the past.

im regretting,

we humans always do that.

perasaan sunyiku tidak terubat with other presence.

it stays there.

but it will decrease, hopefully,

since time is the CURE.

jaga diri.

i will, too..

3:55 pm

Kisah tak sempurna

Maafkan aku yang tak sempurna utk dirimu.

Biane.

I wish..

can i make someone feel this way?

can someone make me feel this way?

SEMPURNA

Kau begitu sempurna

Dimataku kau begitu indah

Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu.

Di setiap langkahku

Ku kan selalu memikirkan dirimu

Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu.

* Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa…

Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku

Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh

Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku.

Back to *

xxx

ironic.

the melody is really happy, but the lyrics tell thousand words and convey deeper meanings…

that’s how life is.

Enjoy it.

\”Sempurna\” by Andra and the Backbone on You Tube

wrong time.

10:25 am.

“is it so bad to be single?”

“you disgust me.. why do you depend so much on others?”

my brain is screaming, scheming and calculating..

my heart is just too scared. my body won’t do it.

when rationality and/or practicality kick[s] in,

i know that other people didn’t make me happy. it’s all in me.

they are just CATALYSTS.

but when irrationality and/or impracticality kick[s] in,

i just..don’t believe in myself, that i am my own happiness.

since i know that both of u read this..

i’m going to tell my decision.

i’m too greedy, seriously.

so i have to change that.

don’t wait for me.

hopefully,

i won’t waver.

pls God pls.

it’s hurtful to make these decisions, let alone decisions that literally kill other people and i.

let us be happy.

i need to change.

that’s it.

-with all my thank you’s and sorry’s-

to both of u..

thank you for everything.

sorry for everything.

i know i’m stubborn.

hopefully this time it would be fair to all of us.

please, let us be happy.

10:40 am